Guess who has a new obsession!!! I DO! (I honestly don't know why I write these. No one even reads them) So upon watching Batman Begins I have discovered the gorgeousness that is Cillain Murphy. Can anyone say "Sexy-freakin-man beast?!!?"
*actual conversation*
=Me: OMG. THE GUY THAT PLAYS DR. CRANE IS HOT!
:Lol you'll have to show me next time I come over (or something like that)
*end conversation*
I also found out that he was in Red Eye and was like, "ZOMG! I HAZ DAT! XD" So I practically threw all the DVD's looking for it. I have ATTEMPTED to draw a portrait of him. Hear (read?) me clearly: ATTEMPT. I'm horrid at portraits so I don't think this will work very well...His lips are so daggum difficult! Their adorable pouty-ness is too much for my artistic ability to handle! And frankly, so far the picture looks nothing like him...but as long as it's not freakishly deformed, I'm okay with it. But srsly dudes, I'd kill anybody for him! Whether it was the head of homeland secruity or the queen of sheba! Good gosh! She was crazy trying to kill him!

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I'd never stab you in the neck with a pen :]

Also in other Cillian news...my computer hates him. with a fiery passion.

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Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::
Billy Talent

Are you male or female::
When I was a Little Girl (haha)

Describe yourself::
Living in the Shadows

How do some people feel about you::
Voices of Violence (kind of an inside joke)

How do you feel about yourself::
Covered in Cowardice

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend::
The Ex! (lol. thats a good one!)

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend::
Square Root of Me

Describe where you want to be::
Standing in the Rain

Describe what you want to be::
Happy (lol. thats funny)

Describe how you live::
This Suffering

Describe how you love::
Free at Last

Share a few words of wisdom:
This is how it goes

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Oh my jeebus! I'm going to see Paramore friday night! =0 I'm SO excited! My birthday was the 14th and since the concert was close to my birthday I asked if I could go. I'm taking my boyfriend and one of my friends and my sister and a buttload of her friends are going too. Me and my boyfriend are gonna dress uo weird. It's gonna rock! I can't wait. And my parents are dropping us off so not chaperones! Unless you count my sister and her friends, but their all like, 16 so it doesn't really matter. Well, I hope everyone had a good Easter! Tootles! (I really don't know hoe to spell that so I just wanged it)

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I just got back from Lauren's funeral not to long ago. It was upsetting. I stood and watched them bury her while bawling my eyes out and freezing half to death. It was held at my church which holds about 300 to 350 people; it was so full people lined the walls. After it was over the students all got balloons and walked outside. A girl prayed and then we all released the balloons. I could hear a man (which I guessed to be Lauren's dad) saying to his daughter: The balloons are going up to Lauren now. I broke into tears. It still seems like it's a bad dream and I need to wake up. It just doesn't seem real and I can't believe she's gone.

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Ok ay, This week has sucked. first my dog got paralyzed and had to be put to sleep. My dad went by the vets office to pick him up so he could bury him. They sent him off to be cremated without our knowing. They apologized and said they would get him back. It's been 2 weeks and we still haven't heard from them. That's not even the worst of it. Saturday night my sister calls and says that two of her friends were in a car wreck and one had to be med-flighted to the hospital. My sister and two of her friends come home from the ball game they were at and go to the hospital with my mom.
They came home late cause I was already asleep. The girl that was driving, Lauren, had severe brain damage and a collapsed lung. They weren't finding any brain activity. She was pronounced dead at 1:05 A.M. The viewing was at my church tonight and the funeral is tomorrow. I wanna go but I don't know if I can. It's the only time I've ever cried when someone died. People kept coming up to me tonight and asking me if I was gonna be okay. That just made me feel worse and cry more. Now I have a headache and my eyes burn like hell...literally. What bothers me a lot though is that my name is Lauren as well. Now I feel like I'm going to be a reminder and I don't want to. I want to draw a picture of her, but I don't think I'm that talented. I shall try though. Please send your prayers to the family, even though you don't know them.

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